Been busy!

Yep, Work is kicking my butt....Shadow spilt beer on my computer and a week before he blew a tire out on my car, on the railroad tracks :( ::sigh:: life..........................
Anyway, I also have been busy sewing a whole lot! And....well, lets just say there will be some videos on Vaguely how to sew....I'm no professional, I'm learning as well! Kinda making it a journey together! I'm all about togetherness and sharing moments in time. Speaking of....gotta make Vanessa and My new friend Lottie something, and if anyone else wants something....I could make a necklace or something :) Would love to do that! Anywho's (as long as it doesn't get crazy) Alright, so off to get cleaned up and start CREATING! YAY!

been sick and busy

UGH, Haven't been keeping up with this thing again :( I'm sorry about that! Anyhow, I've been busy as hell this week! Making vids, working over so I can do some more contests! oh and I did another contest entry for dark, another harijuku look..but I had fun. Need to do something other than Harijuku. Perhaps some goth scene emo crap? I dunno? Not crap....STUFF. lol
I hope the days to come get better! (hope I stop sneezing) Have a good one :-P

SWATCHES!!!!! I did some

I bought some eye shadow and wasn't sure how they worked :-/ lol. BUT! here are some pictures of them and the swatches. There's not much to write about them, other than that the absolute eye shadow ISN'T pigmented unless you use a wet brush. AND the hotopic makeup is AWESOME!!!! wet....dry, not so much. hope this helped some of you?
Peace

starting to make more videos

I love video making!!! It's so much fun :-D My friend and I are getting ready to air our interesting "show" like thing....just us talking about randomness! Anywho, I have my 120 pallet!!!!! YAY I'm so excited! And all of the colors are SUPER pigmented!!!! I can't wait to get to painting tomorrow night :-D
What have I been up to? Work....need to sign up for school (august) and......trying to get my blogger, twitter, and website put together. OH MY! I just remembered I need to do another sewing video!!! I haven't done that yet!!! I totally forgot and have been busy :( I will be having a tighter schedule to be going by so I can keep myself on track :-D Hope to be making more friends soon :-D OH! here are some pictures from my work tutorial vid! I think this look makes my eyes look WAY bigger than they really are! I likes I likes!!!! (I'm using zuzu products)

Memorial day

I hope everyone is having a great holiday :-D. I'm having to change my car tire at the good ole wali world in a few :( It's always something....damn transportation. I mean it's awesome and all but SUCH a hassle! Anyway, I hope to get a couple videos up soon! Trying to get a schedual together with shadow, but we shall see how well that goes. Some days are harder than others for everyone ya know? But now I hope since he's working on pizza now everything will be cool! Well, That's my little blog entry for today! I hope you enjoyed :-P

YAY! friday!

So, yesterday Shadow scored me some makeup!!!! It's be zuzu luxe a gabriel cosmetic line. It's interesting! It's vegan for your face!!! :-P lol anywhos, one more day of work and then the weekend is here!!!!! I'm so excited! This week has really dragged!!! A patient stabbed me with a pen yesterday...so who knows what will happen today?!?? Hopefully it won't be too bad :-/ I'm so happy it's almost over.
This weekend I will probably do some makeup and vids.........I dunno what else. OH! Flea market!!! Shadow and I are traveling out to one of those! I'm excited to spend some time with him. It's been a min. :-D I hope everyone is doing well!
What else has happend?.....oh yeah, I received some really awesome video responses from the winners of my contest :-D I really wasn't expecting a vid response!!! But that's awesome! I hope they all do a haul on it? I just like to see people receive their gifts and opening them :-D

My crazy work and contest entry pics

So, this is how nutty my usual day goes when I walk into work....Walk into the nursing supervisors office area to sign in. Hoping that there won't be any executive nursing supervisors in there....but there always are. And they ALWAYS ask me about my school and....just questions a mother would ask. Which I'm not complaining....just saying that it happens almost every day I go to work :-D. After I walk onto the unit, I usually like to say hello to all of the patients as well as the 1st shift staff (even though I'm REALLY thinking, "I wonder how much crap, I'm going to have to clean up" because 1st shift NEVER cleans or restocks their "tools") UGH!
I usually go to the back (where the break room is and my awesome :-) Locker!) only to find that the treatment team (the doctors and nurses that evaluate patients mental wellness) are only on the D's for last names...(when clearly there are at least 20 more patients) so, having to deal with that sucks. Have to take patients back to see the T team and.....yeah some of the patients are pretty mad (doc won't give them certain meds...or can't leave yet, etc) So, THAT can get out of control......so you see where this is going? I will finish the rest in a later blog....I want to get the point of my regular day. :-P so, My unit gets a call from admissions and there was some sort of fiasco going on with an older guy and his lighter.....so natural we would send a male. WE HAD NO MALE, he happened to be on break....so, I volunteered to go down and help handle the situation. When I arrived to admitting, The older fellow was hunched over with the lighter TIGHTLY gripped with both hands, shaking. Twas strange...Never saw anyone so possessive about a lighter....:-P. So, how to approach someone like that? REALLY SLOW!!! Then I just asked him if I could have the lighter....and he handed to me. He must have not liked men :-D So, it all worked out!!! All smiles, patient and staff!
So, today's rating of suckyness was only 4 :-D YAY for not such sucky days :-D!!!!

Oh, and I have my video up for Darks Contest!!! :-D Wish me luck ;)

First day back!

So, It's my first time back to the blog without forgetting the password...or getting too lazy to type. Also, first day back to work...which wasn't too rough on me. Still short staffed but that's the state for ya. Only one 1:1 (it's close ops) with a patient....didn't have to sit too long. My break was nice, talked with the neighbor and plan to work more in the garden. I'm pretty excited about getting our gardens looking tip top! ::GRIN::
Bad thing that happened today though; as I was picking shadow up my passenger side front tire went out. UGH! I guess I'm going to have to replace that :-/ wish things would just work! It's always something with the car or bills. I guess that's life? ...I don't believe so. Le ::sigh:: (lol) I hate HAVING to do things. Oh well, moving on.
My contest is going very well!!!!! VERY Beautiful looks!!! Every single one of them. I wish I had stuff to give all of them, just for participating!!!! But, I will be having several more to come. I hope to eventually get one of them funded!!!! THAT would be awesome! I hope the days to come will be good ones!

ugh....

So, I totally forgot my password to this...I told ya I'm no good with blogs but I shall try :-/ Anywhos....ON WITH What happened this weekend. Saturday I made a couple videos and posted them....shadow worked. Sunday, I had my step sisters graduation to attend to. And.....yeah THAT was interesting, didn't know it was going to take 3 hours...I thought I was going to miss everything. But when I got there, Everyone was pretty happy because it was over....Sorry I missed suffering with them.....nah I'm not sorry. I hate wasting time, other than stopping to talk about what I've done with my time thus far.
Ok, RAMBLE! I'm getting off of here. I have to get ready for work. OH YEAH! I'm going back to work...FINALLY! YAY and also, I'm having to really deeply think about school. One class a semester is NOT going to cut it, may have to take a loan out and JUST do school. Otherwise it's WAY too stressful! I wonder what other people do in the same situation. I can't concentrate on school AND work, definitely can't when I'm dealing with mental illness....ugh!

Blog...Start

So, here I am....blogging away. Now I'm like everyone else, feeling as though I am important or something? LOL, if anyone cares...nothing has happend today really...other than, News about my car!!!!!!!!!! Should be done by friday!!!!! I'm so excited and so relieved that it was only the starter :-D. Also, Shadows mother was kind enough to let us borrow the car for the rest of the week so now I can go to my doctors appointment and get my ass back to work! ( I'm such a slacker) I wish money didn't have to matter....I hate to have to have it...ya know???? bah, Just chillin with shadow now, watching Beyond Thunder Dome. Seems to be an awesome movie....and shadow just cracked a corney joke :-P (the part in the movie where the kid is playing the tenor sax...after the kid does a badass improve riff, shadow says " That's a nice soundin tuba") He's so silly :-P <3.
I guess I'm going to sit and watc this movie with him...and maybe play with some makeup in a little while :-D We shall seeeeeeeee O.o
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